The right moment is right now

This is just a title that I don't want to forget... The right moment is right now, I want to convince myself of that, the right moment is right now... But it's not! I'm waiting something, something really exciting, I'm waiting the opportunity of my life, something inside me is telling me that... Or I want to imagine that 'cause my life is becoming absolutely a fraud, a joke, so right now I feel like a stupid, because I know where all this come from, I know what is it all about, why do I allow a person affect me in that way? It's not him... It's me! I'm who is doing that... I allow it!

But.. the right moment is not right now... because if it's true... I'm wasting my time in this.

Amy Winehouse

Wake Up Alone